I knew better, I knew who she was, I knew how it would end, but I foolishly hoped otherwise.
I had no reason to believe it would end otherwise except her word and my hope. In the end, neither was enough to stem the inevitable.
The kids are good, cross-country season and football season keep us very busy.
We have straight A’s (even in French!), we have cross country medals and only one defeat in football. It is still way too damn hot, even this late in the year and my friends still love me.
I must remember that whether or not I have a girlfriend, fiancé or wife has nothing to do with what kind of person I am, what kind of Father I am, or my worth as a human being.
It’s just hard some days. Loneliness is a bitter, bitter pill.
Thank you all for taking the edge off of that loneliness.
It’s good to be back. I will be updating regularly again.
I’ve missed you all.